Have you ever thought that you were different? And I don't mean superhero different. I mean when you think you are misfit in a room full of people. In fact when you are a misfit in most of the rooms full of people. When you try so hard to make sense of the casual banter that is going on. You don't understand the purpose. It seems why are people discussing stuff that would never lead to anything substantial. Chit-chat as it is called. You try hard, at times too hard to be a part of the conversation and not digress on to your misfit monologue.
"Why me you wonder? Why am I not home firing away lines of code on my comp? Why are we not talking about the Batman movie in detail? We could so use a Batman. I wish I was Batman. He gets to use so many gadgets. And his bike. Sexiest thing I have ever seen. "
And that usually is your line of thought. You are tired of the shackles that are forced upon you and you are trying hard to break free. You know you will. You do see the light at the end of the tunnel. You know it is not a train. It is what everything you are doing will lead to. It is why you get up in the morning everyday and tell yourself to try just that little harder. It is not easy. But then it was never supposed to be. Because you know the more difficult they make it for you, the more you will push yourself, the more it will all be worth in the end. Who knows, maybe we were supposed to be crazy.
"Why me you wonder? Why am I not home firing away lines of code on my comp? Why are we not talking about the Batman movie in detail? We could so use a Batman. I wish I was Batman. He gets to use so many gadgets. And his bike. Sexiest thing I have ever seen. "
And that usually is your line of thought. You are tired of the shackles that are forced upon you and you are trying hard to break free. You know you will. You do see the light at the end of the tunnel. You know it is not a train. It is what everything you are doing will lead to. It is why you get up in the morning everyday and tell yourself to try just that little harder. It is not easy. But then it was never supposed to be. Because you know the more difficult they make it for you, the more you will push yourself, the more it will all be worth in the end. Who knows, maybe we were supposed to be crazy.